Done.

I have completely given up on the medical field. I haven't gotten a call or an interview for an MA or even front desk position, in MONTHS. Literally MONTHS. I'm sitting here applying for jobs for MA or front office in vain, because NO ONE WANTS ME. I'm not bilingual, I don't have experience, etc. I officially don't know what to do with my life anymore. I thought if I went to school to be an MA (start at the bottom) and work my way up, it would be a great life decision. But no, I'm working at the damn grocery store, making below minimum wage, getting NO hours, and they don't even like me. I am almost positive they are trying to replace me already. I am 23 years old, and I have done nothing with my life. I just had an interview yesterday for the movie theatre across the street. And they wont even hire me there!! Apparently they would prefer to just hire teenagers. I feel like calling them back and asking "so...what the fuck is wrong with me? Why wouldn't you hire me, and a better question, why wouldn't you hire Jess?? It's the perfect place for her!! at least!" Stupid morons.

I am desperately seeking another job. If not medical, then close to home. Next stop, Starbucks. I hear they start at 8 an hour. So I am going to call tomorrow morning.

I hate feeling this way. The feeling of worthlessness and rejection. I'm sure there are other that feel the same.